missing..

i missed my fri's exam. i missed's jo's bbq. i missed school.
i wasnt there anymore. i missed my life.

i am sick again. and bloody sick. and the first time experience of admitting to Emergency unit on sat. when i thought i could die. but it couldnt help much. perhaps my digestive system broke down.
now. i missed my last paper for my exam. jus the day when i could enjoy. i am stuck lying on the bed, clutching my stomach. nothing i can do. except sleep and pray i get well soon.

i dont know whats wrong with my life now. i felt so down.... like i couldnt do anything i like. and seperate from anybody's life. i feel dislocated. disorientated. i feel so weak and lousy. but jus some angels could bring that smile back on my face. could make me feel so nice and sweet. i would really thank god that i have you all in my life. yes you.


no matter how depressing, painful to fall sick again and again. how my stomach is tearing apart yet there are still some angels that smooth the aches in my life... best thanks to yang and my er jie and mum too.this 3 who worked too hard to look after me. and thanks to the warmest regards from friends.


sigh..got to lie down now =( gone-